Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Vera Vision Sneak Peek--Lickin' The Alphabet, Pt. 2

 

You know what’s hotter than being tied up? You don’t know? Me neither. I was just asking a question.

It was really hard not to fuck the shit out of Yvette when we were in the shower together. She wanted to make sure we were nice and clean for each other because she guaranteed it was going to be a long night for the both of us. But do you know how hard it is knowing that your pussy is soaking wet and ready to be licked while your allegedly Vanilla girlfriend acts like there’s not a care in the world as she bathes you? It’s fucking hard.

After the shower, we dry each other off and head back to the bedroom. Yvette starts lighting various candles around the room to set the mood. She then takes the restraints out and ties them on each end of the bed posts. Now that I’m thinking about it, seeing her being so focused on the restraints makes her excitement about getting a four-post bed several months ago much understandable. She said she was excited because she liked the royalty look of the bed. I can honestly say now without a shadow of a doubt, she was full of shit.

Saturday, 24 October 2009

Spiritual Ecstacy

He’s imposing, commanding even when He speaks softly into the cathedraled hall.  His voice carries, marries with my moans as my body succumbs yet again to this unequalled bliss.

The Beast growls and roars, a sound both terrible and beautiful, majestic and exotic.  I writhe under its impact, my flesh struck by chords outside the register of my very human hearing.  I respond nonetheless, sensation spreading like fire, heat moving now through my bloodstream, my arteries swelling with this uncanny cargo.

The nucleus of each cell is pregnant with His power.  In my ripened state I sprawl, wanton now. His Presence inside of me, carried synaptically  throughout my being, I feel Him everywhere at once.  My own cries fly to the rafters, nesting like dark birds, wings fluttering like my lashes.

~~~~~~~~~~

A new church is added to our Dark Diocese.

We need only enter for the deconsecration to begin.  Not of the structure itself, but of the flock.  perhaps but one soul will feel the impact of our passing, sensing the chill much as one feels a tremor upon the flesh when lying in the hot sun, a confusion of sensation, both hot and cold merging.

Black water swirling where fresh and salt meet.  Black waters of the soul.  Who will be swept into the current, unable to resist the tide of His demand?

I have waited for Him my entire life.  He is the Bringer of Light and reason.  The One who encourages questions, promotes reason.  He is the Son of the Morning, the morning star, its light bringing a clarity to thought that is all too often missing in the circularity of the hive mind.

He is the Lord of the Earth, The Green Man encouraging growth and decay, seasons of life springing beneath his tendriled tread.  His gifts include incomparable pleasures for which I worship Him in grateful abandon.

My cunt is wet and full of His cock even when He’s miles away.  I am impaled by His Presence at all times and know His whispered command as it breathes through my lungs, sings in my blood, expands my mind.  I can hear His laughter now and know I’ve been touched, marked, claimed.

“To Thine Own Self Be True.”

Thursday, 22 October 2009

(1.2) Dinner is served...

The tavern seemed a little quieter… was it possible for a place normally filled with the heavy thudding of work boots, blaring music, boisterous laughter, and chair legs scraping across stoned floors to suddenly sound less harsh?

Saniya didn’t think so but still, the tavern seemed quieter like people were listening and watching. She could feel their eyes resting on her caramel limbs like heavy stones. One pair here, laying against the back of her neck, another sliding down her bare arms, a third hidden beneath the table at the cradling point of her hips. The lights were low but surely it was bright enough to reveal more then her silhouette.

Yes. Her eyes narrowed down to larl-like slits then snapped shut cutting out all of the vile and scandalous things she had seen during her own time of service as a paga girl within a tavern very similar to this.

She hated it!

The sounds, the smells, the food, the drinks, the invisible traffic patterns created by patrons and slaves weaving their way in and out of the crowd to sit at tables here, to serve men there, to enter at this one entrance and then exit at another.

And then there was Mikael…

Still watching her every move, her every breath, twitch, and twinge of discomfort. He paused and lifted his gaze to her lips. He had not stopped watching her since this morning when he announced that they would be eating out this evening.

It was maddening!

Frightening!

The way he pushed her back and forth, thrusting her up then dragging her down an emotional teeter-totter. First she had been rescued from a slave house, then stripped, then thrown into a cage and carted for three days with no real food… she laughed out loud again, a loud and nervous twitter… as if slave gruel could be considered real food.

“Is that what I’m doing?” she muttered. Was she comparing the niceties of slavery to anything that could pass for a real existence?

Mikael blinked away a hidden smile, tucking it into the recess of his mind.

He had heard her speak but he was in no hurry to demand her words make any sense because there was no such thing as random speech. In time, with patience, everything could be connected. Every sigh, every whimper, every utterance of joy and pain could be strung together to make sense. All he had to do was evoke it.

No. Her head shook and a wave of soft locks swept across one bruised shoulder. She wasn’t making comparisons, the situation had simply gone from bad to worse.

“Master,” called a honey voiced slave girl with golden tresses. Her words were barely audible above the loud cacophony of drums, cymbals, and ******** but you could hear her slave bells. There were five sets tied around her ankles and wrists. The last set was fastened around her waist so that the small, bronzed bells whipped against her inner thighs and sex as she moved.

“Hmmmmmm,” rumbled Mikael as his sight lifted from Saniya to the girl.

She giggled and leaned forward to set the tray down.

His hand lifted to the bells at her waist and fingered their way down until his knuckles brushed against the baby hairs curled just above her pouty little slit. It appeared that the bells had been coyly placed to gather someone’s attention. “Sit,” he commanded, his hand discreetly pushing the bells forward until they dived between her moist lips and bumped over her clit…

The girl hissed passionately, her legs spreading as her knees bent. Mikael was fully aware of the way slave girls were permitted to move. He knew instinctively how far her legs would part and which areas of her body would be most vulnerable and exposed as she moved. “Who has commanded you to present yourself like this,” he whispered, leaning forward as his hand turned to caress her bald lips. His mouth bumped over her tummy and one nipple to the fullness of her neck.

“The tavern Master,” she purred.

“No,” he said louder, his hand sliding out from between her legs as her bottom bounced to the floor. “Like this…” he added as Saniya watched his freshly dampened fingers curls into the patch of blonde fuzz covering her front.

“Ooohhh!” she exclaimed, her whole body visibly shaking as he gathered and pulled roughly at her snatch. “The Tavern Master” he chuckled, huffing a hot breath against the side of her neck as a deep blush flowered across her otherwise bare body.

“Yes,” she whispered shamefully but aroused.

“Yes what?” Mikael interjected.

“Yes Master,” she moaned, her knees digging into the floor as she strained to open herself wider to him. “Does the Tavern Master know how to handle an unshaved pussy?”

“It’s shaved,” whispered the girl. “Only the lips,” growled Mikael as his middle finger shot out pinning down and spreading the mouth of her slit in rough but careful emphasis.

“He-he does…” she cooed, swaying slightly to one side as his finger continued to push forward and into the tight little hole of her sex. “What about the other men of the tavern?” cooed Mikael in a low, soothing tone that matched the girl’s. “Some do,” she whimpered as the first notch of his finger slid deeper into the hole and began to swim back and forth.

“As good as this?” he whispered, pressing his mouth now to her ear. “Mmmmm… yes,” she panted in response, barely able to concentrate.

“And how many times have you been used tonight?” he purred, his steamy words reverberating against her.

“None yet, Master…” she cried out, her voice rising in pleasant agony as a second finger snaked its way forward to jimmy into her slit. “None yet,” he laughed loudly as the girl rocked up onto her heels. Her pale thighs tensing under the golden glow of candle flames.

Saniya turned her head quickly, not wanting to watch, knowing that the man now had room to move his hand freely with or without mercy if he pleased… “You will watch and learn!” roared Mikael then both girls’ eyes flew opened! The first, heavy lidded with lust and the second’s wide and startled.

The flicking of his wrists increased and half closed fist began to make wet slapping noises against the girls thighs. Her voice grew into a long incessant whine of passion, lifting high and blending in the melodies of the tavern.

Men from other tables turned to watch as Saniya shifted uncomfortably her nostrils flaring against the girl’s musky scent. Soon she would cum. You could see the tale-tale signs in the tauntness of her limbs, the thick, jutting peaks of her breasts, and the line of sweat that had gathered against her brow…

(I’m tired of writing but you can figure out the rest… smiles, or I may come back and finish it in the next post.)

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

In Surrender Lies My Freedom

A good friend said that to me today…  that i should belong to Him, and that in my surrender lies my freedom. I agree that this is so in its context, but i find myself in a quandary. There are two Men currently in my life. I found both of them at the same time and i find myself almost unable to say no to either of them. Each represents something different, but both what i truly desire. i’ve no idea how i ended up in this situation, caught between two Men, deeper than i ever meant to be.

My friend was correct, in my surrender lies my freedom. The only question is, where will i fall, at the feet of a Man who will love and keep me, or at the feet of a Man who will destroy me. And which, in the end, is which. i am adrift, my tether the man i reach for in the dark. I only hope that He is strong enough to hold me fast or i may be lost forever.

Sunday, 18 October 2009

Moving On

I feel like I have been stuck in emotional quicksand over the last two years, my focus had been trying to see if I could save my marriage.  I know in my heart I did everything I could, I had to try before I made the decision to leave. I just kept going back and forth, ‘I’m leaving’, no ‘I’ll give her one more chance. Now that I have made the decision to move on with my life so many insights are showing up. Keep this daily journal along with the discussions I have been having in Fetlife and reading the posts from people in the Lifestyle has helped immensely.

I’ve learned do not deny who you are it will kill you by inches and do what you need to do to look after yourself.

I have been wondering what I am doing here and I have many reasons and underneath all of them it feels like I am simply looking for a human connection, I want someone to touch me and hold me and tell me they love me and I want to hold them and tell them I love them as well. Such a simple thing and so powerful.

Saturday, 17 October 2009

Kissing Your Ass

What is ‘Kissing Mistress’ ­Ass’? Is it a physical act? Of course it is, but there is more to it.

First off let me confess that i love female ­Ass , I always did, and I love looking at them, eating them … you name it, everything about Them. I don’t exactly know what it is. Let me just say, if I may: the rhythm of a woman’s ­Ass, particularly my Mistress’ ­Ass, is the rhythm of universe, the tick tock of existence, the swaying pulse of my heart, the metronome of my throbbing… ehem… It IS.

Kissing Your Ass
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From the submissive point of view, and it is very low perspective It’s most natural, It’s the behind (but but foremost in the submissive’s mind). It’s the bottom and therefore a sister to the submissive, but also a Top of submissive. It’s the rear and it’s the forefront for the sub. It’s the Butt and sub is the butt. It’s The Seat – and although the Seat of Power resides a little higher up – it’s the direct a connection to the power and the best view of It.

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Is the ­Ass cleaning ‘Kissing Your ­Ass’? While it IS a service to be performed it can hint at the unthinkable: that Mistress’ ­Ass might not be perfectly clean, at least if it is in pink’s care. It IS clean. It’s the embodiment of perfection. Kissing Your ­Ass can be ­Ass cleaning – perhaps more in metaphorical sense.

Kissing Your ­Ass.

The terms “Kiss My ­Ass” and “­Ass kisser” denotes respective positions and define, in part, a relationship.

Kissing Your ­Ass.

 

Is the ­Ass worship and ­Ass Kissing the same? Worship includes kissing, and worship in a myriad of forms – “­Ass Kissing” zooms narrowly and directly on just that one thing: ­“Ass kissing.” It does not even have to involve actual ­Ass kissing. It covers a wide area when She imperiously says: “Kiss MY ­Ass!” The REAL ­Ass kissing begins when She does not have to say it but i put my pink subbie brain to it: t o kiss Her ­Ass. That IS hard, even if there is some evidence that there IS a pink brain after all.

Kissing Your ­Ass.

The pink ­Ass and pink face and mouth are a perfect match, perfect seat and perfect place of worship. IF he is not perfect he should mold himself to Mistress ­Ass, to be a perfect receptacle and perfect worshiper. But should a pink sub just lie down like a lazy piggy and enjoy the ­Ass on his face? Not at all – he should work for it!

Kissing Your ­Ass

The physical aspect of Ass Kissing:

How does one worship the ­Ass? Simple answer: the way Mistress wants it. A more elaborate answer: Mistress can get in any comfortable position She pleases offering Her hypnotic, enticing ­Ass moves in front of a starry-eyed pink, who is offering IT, but not demanding, whether She is on her belly or on Her side or whatever position might please Her.

he starts with the gentle but heartfelt kisses moving towards the center of Her ­Ass and the center of his adoration, not forgetting to worship in concentric circles as he moves towards the hub of his desires, the hub and umbilicus (so to speak) of the contact.

Then, finally, he gets to touch with his lips and kiss It. He should not try to stick his tongue inside. He should offer with his lips and tongue tip. It’s up to Her ­Ass to decide to push forward and take it in if it is Its will.

 

Kissing Your ­Ass

 

Is the Mistress is using it as a weapon, as the means of binding, as an hypnotic instrument? Ell, pink is an instrument IT is a fiddle which makes him twitch and sing… and Kiss.

The general use:

The expression “Kiss my ­Ass’ takes on different meanings for the general populace and for those in the pink know. Yet, pink wants them to be one. They should be the same, coming out on ­Ass, so to speak.

The sub is to be there when She feels the urge to say” KISS MY ­ASS” to offer his services. Those services might not involve physical ­Ass kissing (although that is always nice). Yet that service is not just a mental exercise. It is giving Her and taking from Her whatever She needs when she says “KISS MY ­ASS!” It’s the metaphorical kissing, the real kissing, taking the brunt, taking the edge, being the butt, being inventive and anticipating the “Kiss my ­Ass” though not sucking up, while sucking it. Mistresses who hear only “sucking up” might have a slightly slanted view of the words. But using the “sucking up” when it feels better for Her (not that it is necessary of course).

Kissing Your ­Ass,

 

Is it brown nosing? Perhaps: but pink’s nose emerges a deep pink when it emerges from Her ­Ass, almost beet red cheeks as he basks in Her “Kiss MY ­ASS!”

Kissing Your ­Ass.

At Your ­Ass.

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An afterthought: is it true that women use ‘Kiss my ­Ass’ much more frequently than men? Do the male subs go for ­Ass Worship more often than females?

Friday, 16 October 2009

Cracking Out of the Egg or Into It?

I’ve been wandering the grid since December 6th 2007, and quickly became integrated into the stripping community. I don’t regret it, and I was damn good. However, that is a story for another day.

Then this ‘exotic dancer’ ventured out into the world of photography. Turning my real world art skills into digital form is frustrating and trying, but discovering Flickr has expanded my ability to see SL in a completely different light. When I became truly exposed to all that Flickr has to offer in the way of SL photographers and artists (most balk at the word artist, but I protest in some cases), I realized how little I really knew about Second Life in and of itself.

I heard about an exhibit called Pornosophy for one of the MODA SL Sims, Freak Show. I submitted a picture, went to the opening and closing parties, and felt a part of something in world outside of the BDSM community (Again, another post for another day. However, that is not intended to put down that side of my SL life).

The next show is called GODart, and I am searching the grid for the items I need to make my project. All I can think about is,
“If only I could make the items I need instead of wasting countless hours searching for them and massive amounts of lindens buying them.”

I also learned that many people make their own poses when they have a particular project they are going to work on. An acquaintance on Flickr told me about QAvimator, and I downloaded it and played around. I am not near having the ability to make the kind of pose I want for my picture, but I am feeling accomplished somehow? Pathetic?

There are classes advertised, but when I go to them there is never anyone there. Building, scripting, sculpties, animations, poses, clothing, particles…I want to learn it all in basic form, and then choose a specialization. I am having a hell of a time finding a place to do this, and I am the world’s worst learner when it comes to learning from reading on-line tutorials. My eyes swim when someone tries to explain anything to me over a computer screen in a technical, muti-section article.

I suppose I also want to be a part of something bigger than wandering around and dabbling in my own photography projects, hanging out at my one semi-regular spot, shopping, and helping out the day of an event…So am I a late bloomer?

P.S. I ended up not putting a work together for GODart due to not finding the items I needed in time. I refuse to let the idea I have come out mediocre due to time crunch. I wish I had put something else together for it now, but eventually I will shoot and finish the original idea then post it to flickr/Avatrait.

Thursday, 15 October 2009

What Good Is a Horny Sub?

What good is a horny sub? by pink_voice  (more poetry, blush)

What good is a horny sub
When You made him so?

What good is a horny sub?
A slut willing to just about anything
Just to get a piece of action,
Some dirty fun too
So You can say: boo.
For Your own satisfaction.
“Prance some more
Until you get sore
Get a freaking habit
So I can nab it
THIS will be you habit:
Morning noon and night
You will take an imaginary wanking flight
And pray regularly for the sight of heaven
That how close you will get
The cage-stage is set
And I say snap it.
To whatever performance I have in store
And nasty tortures galore
Let’s see how far you will go:
Be a monkey and say moo
To my ho ho?”

But the fun thing is
Let’s not forget it, please.
For a subbie a boo is a greater boon.
Then the distant sound of loo.
Followed by nothing at all.

What good is a horny sub?
When a slut screams: may I cum?
That is so much fun
And You can laugh:
“you will masturbate some more,
you dirty little whore.
Or at least you can dream of it
All rightly placed
While all is being away snatched
“Here’s one to go!’

Hoping to hear:
Ho ho ho!
Go go go.
Subbie implores:
May I come phleeeeese.
“Oh, no. It was just a tease.”
You offer a solace:
“You thought this was a Pleasure Palace.
You can only work in one.
There everybody gets to come.”

What use is the horny sub?
They are so sweet to torture and tease.
Hoping for release.
And when the time comes
That horny slut is ready to rut
Just about anything
That has a butt.
(Washing machines, floors an legs:
And he begs!)

What good is a cumming sub?
It’s a sight for sore sight
It’s the sweetest sight on earth
An endless ride of moans and sighs
That makes it right!
Let’s not forget:
Afterwards there’s a toast and drinking!
Be careful to serve and no spilling.

What good is a cummed sub?
A becumed sub is great
But cummed subbie?
Is he worth anything until recharged?
Is he worth a whoopee?
Is the release a release damned?

OH what good is a horny sub?

Sunday, 11 October 2009

Another Electrified DXS Rapture this October!!


HOT off the press from the DXS:

We just couldn’t get enough last month, so we are having another DXS Rapture at The Electro-Ranch (Dark Electric’s house), October 17th.  If you already know where it is, you still have to be on the door list to get in. How to do that? Send your RSVP to dxsrapture@gmail.com.   If you or your guest have not yet been vetted in, start now so that you don’t have to miss it. The party starts at 9 P.M. and goes to 3 A.M. Note: it is not an overnight party! Open bar, though, so make your plans accordingly.

We will still have the sauna and outdoor rinsing shower available (it’s wise to bring a towel), various spaces for semi-private play, two floors of dungeon/playspace including all of Dark Electric’s amazing electric toys, stripper pole and projectors, dog pen in the back, vending table, house Dom/mes and plenty of free parking. Make sure you bring some cash to share the love with the coat check girl and bartenders. Some of them pass up more lucrative gigs ‘cause we’re just so darn much fun…  ;->

All this and more for a measly $35 monthly membership renewal… What’s not to love? OK; if you’re hard up, send me a message with your RSVP. We have limited work/study positions available, but they have to be arranged in advance. If you want to join our workforce, please also include your phone # to grease the wheels of progress.

See you there!

Madame Ember

P.S. Don’t forget Capitol Punishment this Sunday! Come find us on the 3rd floor. For more information or to buy tickets at a $5 discount, go to www.capitolpunishment.net.

IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN TO A DXS RAPTURE EVENT READ BELOW!!!

If you are a newbie and want to attend, get vetted now!
Send your request to: dxsrapture@gmail.com
Answer the following questions:

Are you over 18?

Are you 21 or older?

What is your scene name?

How long have you been in the Scene?

What Scene/Fetish organizations do you belong to?

Who will vouch for your behavior at a Scene event as being safe, sane, and consensual? Please give us contact information for at least two people. We will contact them and get back to you. It is always a good idea to get in touch with these people and let them know to expect our queries so that they reply in a polite and timely fashion.

Please understand that this process takes time. If you are not vouched for before our cutoff time for the door list, you will not get on the list for this party. You may be put on our pre-vetted list for subsequent parties, however. This is to keep all of our party guests safe and comfortable, including you.



Sweetly Sadistic,
Unique Goddess
www.UniqueGoddess.com

Sometimes you just gotta grab life by the balls and give a good strong tug!

Thursday, 8 October 2009

HALLOWEEN HORROR FILMS COPYCAT 1 AND 2

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Tuesday, 6 October 2009

Finally the leather has arrived!

What took them so long to get me the right leather???

Now I begin to understand why all the ready-made BDSM-furniture is so expensive,

it’s a drag to find all the right materials.

Luckely, I have the right boys to do the work,
their skills together with My experience of what and how to use during the play-sessions will get some fabulous results!

See for example the stocks, they are much wider than the usual ones, that way it’s stronger and way more comfortable for the bigger sub. That way them slaves will last longer for a good spanking. And I have specifically asked for the divided knee-bench so I can come so much nearer when engaging strap-on games!

All these (and many more) are little things one can only learn by doing.

So here is the “before” photo, within a few weeks I will be able to proudly show the finished result!

Sunday, 4 October 2009

pink slip?

Yesterday i opened my freezer and there is a nice, hefty, frozen cucumber there, laying innocently among the bags of frozen vegetables, fish, and packets of chicken… what’s it doing there all innocent and smirking? i did not put it there! Or did i? i do not remember any Teasing, Evil Elves sneaking around my house.

the only thing that occurs to me is that  several days ago i brought home a few bags of groceries. Some of it – fresh vegetables ended up on table, the rest off vegetables went into the refrigerator and some other stuff went into the freezer. Is it possible that i subconsciously put the cucumber, of all things, in the freezer? Yes it is. Such small acts of instant forgetfulness happen to me. My head is either in the proverbial pink clouds or i am occupied by more mundane problems. But still.. a frozen cucumber?

It does not sound like a Freudian slip.

I wonder what it could be called:

A subbean slip?
A pink slip?
A slip of a nasty needy slut? Hmm and blush

Saturday, 3 October 2009

Events Today: 1 Down, 1 to Go.

Good afternoon, kinksters!

I got up waaaaaay too early for a Saturday, and walked down the street to the Panera for the monthly 1st-Saturday munch. It’s been a while since I’ve been to this munch, despite it being right down the street from my house. Usually, you see, I have the good sense to sleep in on a Saturday morning. Today, however, it was not to be.

Maybe I’ll take a nap later.

Anyway, I met some really cool folks, and handed out some TNG business cards. Hopefully, they will get to the hands of those we’re targeting.

And later tonight, the play party. Woohoo!

Thursday, 1 October 2009

History: The List Taker

I did try to generate a submissive BDSM experience with a few partners. It didn’t really work. I chalk this up to the fact that I am a dominant personality. I think it was too difficult to take what was otherwise at best an equal relationship and at worst one where I dominated, and turn it into a sexually submissive relationship.

Eventually I will be interested in trying out the dominant side of a BDSM experience but I think the submissive experience is more of a stretch for me at the moment. I also think that in order to be a good Domme, I should know what it is like to be the sub.

These conclusions led me to look for a BDSM relationship outside of my vanilla relationship. Leave the two separate. One is for companionship and family life. The other is for sexuality, exploration and deviant stimulation.

The first person I met for an intentional BDSM encounter was an older man (yes, I have a thing for the Daddy complex) in his late 50’s, father, husband, pillar of the community type man. Looked very nice in a suit.

He had the atmosphere down, drinks at a quiet bar, pre-ordered a wine he knew I would like, nice car with the radio tuned to the classical station, already had a reasonably nice hotel room booked. I like a man with a plan. I love not having to worry about the details.

Things looked promising to this point. When we got to the hotel he had me undress and then proceeded to go through a very long checklist which I was to rate as acts I would enjoy, do, was uncomfortable with or were a hard limit. I guess this is where his plan ran out. The next step in his plan was to have sex with me (which I had agreed to), but the only BDSM element included was some nipple clamps. To dash my hopes further he had some hydraulics failures.

All I can say my dear older men, is there is no shame in pharmaceutical aids. It is difficult (to say the least) to dredge up sexual obedience for a Dom who cannot command his own body to obey.