A good friend said that to me today… that i should belong to Him, and that in my surrender lies my freedom. I agree that this is so in its context, but i find myself in a quandary. There are two Men currently in my life. I found both of them at the same time and i find myself almost unable to say no to either of them. Each represents something different, but both what i truly desire. i’ve no idea how i ended up in this situation, caught between two Men, deeper than i ever meant to be.
My friend was correct, in my surrender lies my freedom. The only question is, where will i fall, at the feet of a Man who will love and keep me, or at the feet of a Man who will destroy me. And which, in the end, is which. i am adrift, my tether the man i reach for in the dark. I only hope that He is strong enough to hold me fast or i may be lost forever.
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