Hello there. So this is my very first post to my new blog which is going to be centered around magick work involving the use of sex and specifically non-vanilla kinky sex to help attain magickal goals or various states. Sex magick is seeing a renaissance across the world with generations of younger techno-pagans and burners, neo tribalists, and spirit seekers who are realizing the deeper magickal potential in our ability to love on another.
In this blog I’m going to explore many different types of changework and ritual utilizing sex in different ways for different purposes. I also hope to discover, through putting out some of my own experiments, co-experimenters who would be willing to journey with me into exploring some new and perhaps untried forms of magick. I’m very open to emails, contacts, criticisms, and comments from others who are exploring spirituality and/or magick through their the lense of their own sexuality and hope this blog will become a hotspot for the discussion.
My own explorations of sex magick started when I was very young. I was going to middle school with a girl who we’ll call B. It could have just been her punk rock aesthetic and cute plaid skirts with spikes but I was totally infatuated. She took a third period class right across the hall from mine which meant that if I stood out in the hall and waited I could try to start a conversation with her or something to get her attention. But I was a young boy then, and lacked the kind of comfort around women I’ve come to have as an adult, so I never could bring myself to speak to her.
I was also going through puberty at the time which of course meant I was full of raging hormones. I dealt with that the way alot of young pubescent boys do, masturbation. Now this is where I started to notice things getting weird. I had fantasized the day before about sleeping with B. while masturbating and hadn’t thought twice about it till the next day. A friend of mine was going out to find a birthday gift for one of her girlfriends, and asked me if I wanted to ride into town to hit the mall with her and see what we could find. Being a totally bored teenager living in a boring town that sounded like SOMETHING to do so I went along.
It eventually came out that the girlfriend of hers we were out shopping for was none other than B. when I didn’t even realize they knew each other. We found a suitable gift and the next day my friend gave it to her at school. She also mentioned that I helped her pick it out the day before and for the first time in a few monthes I found myself chatting with my huge crush. I believe my intent ritualized and charged at the moment of orgasm allowed my mind to work toward that reality on an unconscious level without the fears and criticisms of my conscious mind getting in the way.
After that we became friends and it was only a matter of a few weeks before we were officially going out.
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I didn’t realize at the time how easily the imagery we hold in our mind during and leading up to the moment of orgasm can affect our personal reality. As I got older I began to notice the way that my unconscious mind tends to try and manifest the very things I visualise at the blink of orgasm. I learned from various teachers and books about the techniques of Aleister Crowley, Austin Osman Spare, the various tantric and shamanic teachings of the world as well as my own personal experimentation and exploring into magick as it relates to the BDSM/kink scene. There will definetly be more up in the next few days as I start to post some of the things I’ve been doing in the last few monthes and start making this blog come to life.
Thanks for reading
-Chris
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